Road to Recovery: I can't stand the person that I have become.→
I never want to do anything anymore. I feel like I’m on autopilot everyday. I don’t have any life in me anymore. No more smiles. No more laughs. No more giggles, chuckles, or jokes. I am not the person I was a year and a half ago. I hate myself and who I’ve become. This disorder effects EVERYTHING…
I wish I could press a button to remove the food from my stomach
BINGE. and then?.. the anxiety sinks in, crawls under your skin and sticks to you like a parasite that wont detach itself until it has taken everything you have.
Everyone needs to hear this from time to time. Personally, I have the hardest time doing any exercise during the first day or two of my period—so this is handy to keep in mind.
can i be you? yeah thanks.
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Diet motivation blog. Hopefully going on this everyday will help me reach my goals. I've always been unhappy with the way I look, but i've decided that enough is enough. I want to be confident. I want to be the girl I've always dreamed of being. This is going to be difficult, but I know I can do it. We all canHeight: 5.8 ft
Start weight: 128lbs
Current Weight: 125lbs
Current Weight 2: 122lbs
Goal weight 1: 120lbs
Ultimate Goal weight: 110lbs
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Starting the HSGD on Monday. Wish me luck!
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